My fantasy

I see you
when I close my eyes
feel your lips
next to mine

my heart beat
quickens
in anticipation

sweaty palms
bated breath
the scent of you
overwhelming

I reach out to you
lightly holding your hand
fearing anything more
will spin my mind
out of control

we walk together
barely touching
stopping along the path

"enough already"
you say
pulling me close
oh
so
close

your lips touch mine
and I can't breath
I can't think
I see colors

slowly, softly
you stop
backing away
far away
until you are gone

and I awaken
reaching for you
until I realize
it was only a dream
again